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World of Warcraft and my Mental Illness.

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Gaming.... It's therapeutic.    Pretending to be someone your not or secretly being who you really are is freeing.

Like therapy and Halloween.   

Some night elf music for you.
   I can lose myself in a game, or at  least I used to... I haven't had time lately. :(  (tow trucks/car lot/junkyard/thrift store=no life)  Video games helped me think less. Helped me be social when I wasn't in real life.
It was my medication and my therapy for years. I played world of warcraft... Often times it was all I did.


The ex had too many more achievements and levels and well, I wasn't happy in second place. I never am. I have mental issues... Alot of them.


 Having mental illness has given me alot... Alot of symptoms, alot of anxiety, alot of yuck. Therapy is necessary to stave off the crazy.


    I am a broke bit*h, so actual therapy is not something I can afford. Yes, I know there are free programs and sliding scales. I qualify, but in reality I can't even afford the free programs.…